whoa it's been a tiring tiring week.
somehow i fell sick ytd, with flu and a bit of fever, and a total change of voice. terrible shit. i was so tired that i even fell asleep on my grandma's bed. D: and because of this, my mum didnt allow me to go for st anne's feastday. i really wanted to go! but sigh. must get well and all, if not no more energy left for prelims, not even mention o's man.

im really really really proud of enterprise! and all the juniors! we're in the yes-nec finals! (: everyone please go vote for crescent! seriously, i have never known of i&e to win at all. from the time ever since i've been in the club, i always assumed that we just join competitions and that's it. although we really hope to win something someday, well, deep down inside there's always this fear and realisation that ours weren't just as good. and to compare with the rest, well i must say that the chances of i&e winning was very very low. but that was in the past. this year well, if we wanna base it on luck, we're on a winning streak! but i guess it's all the junior's efforts and hardwork. haha see them everyday play play, happy go lucky like that, a senior like me gets freakin worried and it's very disappointing to see that there's no sense of urgency! but, well, maybe we should all adopt that attitude at times, haha see life more optimistically! i believe they can do it, and they will do it. :D this time, im super confident they can win, well even if they dont, they have our support anyway.

im so glad the harry potter hype's dying down. haha. it was a totally harry potter mad week ytd. every single conversation (well, almost!) was about harry potter. haha. finished reading the book long long time ago, thought it was a good ending to the series, but the ending sucks. yeah if you get what i mean.

ballet under the stars with pokpok, peiting, mich, zifang and suikim was fun! it was a totally new experience to me, although i've been to movie under the stars before. and i cant believe that 5bucks shirt is sold out. D: haha and there was this part in the dance that the dancer was injured, so they totally cut it out. sucks.

speech day ytd. was freezing to death in the hall. haha. we had to go through so many rehersals this week, say around 3 times? from 3-6 just to reherse how to go on stage, shake hand, bow, go down. total waste of my time. prelims are in 27 days! how can they do this to us! D: grr. but anyhows, speech day ytd was cool to the max! haha. partially due to the aircon, but mostly cuz i got to see so many seniors all over again. and mrs heng came to me, and she went "pearlyn! next year must see you sit first few rows", which means get the gold award, and that'll mean i must get 6 or 7 points. and if i wannna get my name on this galaxy board thingy outside the hall, it'll mean that i need 6 points + english a1. oh shoot me. haha. but as what yx said, "i want to do well. i need to do well. i want to see myself during speech day again next yr." yeah, that's what i really hope for and i really wanna get it. (:

study sessions in school are productive. well, at least more productive than at home. i just simply bummed around and watched high school musical, and eat so many thousand frutips. haha need the suger rush. but anyway, it's gonna be another long long day at school the week ahead. sigh, i hope i wont collaspe no matter what.



When there was you and me

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairy tale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth

When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used to be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairy tale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
'Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
'Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe thatI could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
'Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you a quickie to sum up my week and the weeks before. will update in detail soon.

i got molested on the bus on my way to sch last last sat. and apparently the whole staff room knows about it when i only told like 2 teachers. D:
amaths is the new love of my life. im hoooked. (:
consultations are the in-est thing ever (:
history department is mad. we have tons of essays to write. 8 essays. beat lit essay + lit hols hw due long ago hands down. D:
harry potter's out, but got no chance to watch it yet, cuz the bloody cinemas are all so full. D:
4g2 is going mad. HAHA. the change in seats proved to be good afterall. (:
new sitting partner: xinxin!
we started this guess the chinese song game. and the who solve trigo fastest game. all thanks to weiling. (: wow. it does seems like my class is starting to study afterall. and to think we were underperforming all these while.
last friday, friday the 13th, was the badest day ever. class didnt really practice dance, cuz we practice finish alrdy! den mdm low walk in, scold and blah blah. and we were made to run canel. omg. i swear it's longer den 2.4 route! and we werent allowed to walk. i was dying of dehydration.
and we nearly had 6 periods of english. OMG. die die die. but luckily she didnt come in.
last sat, someone said to me tt women are all fake and act act only. they act vulnerable and demure in front of other. but behind the scene is a totally different story. and although this came from someone with a broken heart, after so many years, well, it kindda made sense! girls ARE like that. girl power!


cant wait for tmr. gonna be matchmaker of the 21st century! and __ and __ are really meant for each other!!!! okay, even though they look totally disgusting together. but negative and negative = positive!
ballet under the stars this weekend. cant wait cant wait!
at least there's something to look forward to, apart from history and lit and amaths. D:
chinese ting li tmr! better go dig out all my ear wax and pay close attention to the radio!
mug hard people! :D
prelims are in like what, 40days?!
we're so screwed. sch's been preety alright.
suddenly found the love for amaths. tts why been doing loads of questions nonstop and going for consultations here and here.

omg. i think __ and __ are together!!!!
that's preety cool office politics huh. (: okay, so i totally pissed __ off. D: sucks. i didnt really mean it! D: sigh. okay maybe i sounded quite harsh, but based on what i know of her, i think she should understand! but its like she's ignoring me, or trying to escape from talking to me. D: sigh sigh sigh.

life sucks. take drugs.

and oral was freakin hard. D: my day can be the hardest man. it was like what's ur views of the government making public transport more disabled friendly? like wth! the question tt we predicted totally came out on the day after my oral. eeeeyer! screw moe.


i really have no clue what i should do. D: pooey.
chinese orals tmr. D: die die die. the past 2 days topics were so random! it's like cannot prepare at all kind, sigh. contemplating if i should read thru that stack of oral notes now. still got 1001 things left undone! like writing testimonials for people. haha. thanks mich and yx and yazzie! (:

on this week,
it's been rather bad.
spent thurs, fri, sat in the pat for this im gifted so are you course. haha supposed to be motivational. not really for me lah, i dont feel the sudden rush to complete my revision. (havent even started yet!) and all i can remember for that 3 days were tears tears and more tears. haha day 2 was the worst. he practically made everybody cry like shit. touched on the family issue. no wonder. and day 3 was the closing session, all the parents came down. and again, they cry like shit. haha its so funny seeing so many adults cry together in front of their daughters when the daughters gave them a handwritten letter. so sweet right! and yah, i guess this course kindda helped a bit. crying actually make you feel good! (: and the trainers were so funny, omg. peiting was totally going "gerald is so hot!" haha and u know what, i agree. HEHE.

and it's so suay that bad things always hit me near the o's. near the chinese o's written paper day, my ezlink and ic got stolen. and now, near orals, guess what. i got molested on the bus on the way to school. seriously, what's wrong with s'pore guys man! this man even wanted to sit next to me on the empty bus. and started touching my hand and shaking my hands like 6, 7 times. and he even wanted to touch my face. and when i was about to alight, he brushed his hands past my stomach. so disgusting! haha. so hard to type out the details here, but yeah, its so sick. and now my mum's worried tt he'd be stalking me outside the sch at the busstop. haha not leaving sch early tmr, so see what he can do man! :P

and the night before, when i took a cab home, the cab driver convinced me that cte was jam, so he went by tiong, outram, maxwell rd, aljunied, geylang, paya lebar, serangoon, yio chu kang, before going to my house. WTH. i spent a freakin 1h on the cab, and it cost me 21bucks!! and worst still, the cab driver kept on nagging "why u dont wanna take mrt! faster! see now we're stuck in the jam". oh please. i bet cte would be much much faster. basket. GRRRR.

on a lighter note, pokpok said jb sells prom dresses for RM60 - 70 bucks! why didnt i see it when i went ytd! gosh. but im happy cuz i managed to smuggle 5 bubble gum tubes back. (: yay!